The Spiritual Awakening of Jafree Ozwald

The Spiritual Awakening of Jafree Ozwald

“We were born before the wind,
also younger than the sun…
Smell the sea and feel the sky,
let your soul and spirit fly
into the mystic.” ~ Van Morrison

On February 16th, 1970 in La Junta, Colorado, I was born under the name Jeffrey Grant Oswald. I spent most of my childhood bouncing around like Tigger, asking questions that most adults couldn’t answer such as, “What are we all doing here?”

I was always asking people these intimate questions about life, wondering and pondering what created the odd, bizarre, and “supernatural” people of this world.  I feel it was this deep curiosity to know the Truth that awakened my intuitive gifts and first brought me to see my spiritual path.

This Universe has been completely amazing and intriguing to me and continues to remain this way to this day.  As far back as I can remember, I have always had a deep curiosity about this world, and this feeling that our mind and body were the greatest mysteries for us to experience, celebrate, and explore.

At 12 years old, I began noticing these intuitive abilities started to develop as I was able to see “through” people, meaning beyond their facade of false words and fake faces.  I could sense and know exactly what was going on inside them underneath it all.  I was learning how to listen through a bigger filter and felt this wider perception and viewpoint of the Universe about them.  It was as if I was wearing a “Spiritual Hearing Aid” that simply listened to the Truth.

 I always heard what was communicated by tuning into the silence between their words. My mom once told me that I was a Pokka-dotted fish swimming with a school of striped bass. So, fortunately, I never fit into the system. My dad encouraged me to join the football team at 8 years old and I got my head knocked around a lot (which perhaps helped in waking me up) yet I played the insane Neanderthal game for 10 years and just realized even more how much I never fit it. All I wanted was some beautiful goddess to fall in love with, to trust, and just be interested in the real me. I just wanted the feeling that somebody “got me”, not some ridiculous touchdown that never counted for anything precious.

My first glimpse of a “spiritual awakening” came to me in June 1988, on my graduation day from Cherry Creek High School in Colorado. My parents were trying to inspire me to go to college, yet I wanted to go to Norway and be with this beautiful blonde exchange student who I went to prom with. So, I was either going to acquire a University degree in Indiana, travel the world with no money, or live at home and work a 9 to 5 job at the local Jiffy Lube.  I could not choose, so I surrendered to existence.

There was this “merging” of my mind and the physical reality all around me, and had this very STRONG knowing that I was free to do anything! It was the first time I felt that I had magical manifesting abilities. Since I was brought up as a Mennonite boy, I knew the Bible said “If you have the faith of a mustard seed, all things shall be possible to you.” I felt the future was wide open to something amazing because something was guiding me…

It’s amazing how the Universe always sees the bigger picture and has our highest interest in mind. My parents encouraged me to attend this little Mennonite College in Indiana where they met, so I did. I lasted about 3 months before they tried to kick me out for partying too hard (this was a strict religious college) and thankfully, I ended up going on their study/service abroad program in Costa Rica. This is where I encountered my first miraculous mystical being named Carlos.

He was the first person I met who could stop his mind and be fully present. His connection with God was soooo personal and deep inside his being, it’s like they were besties. Carlos was a deep listener which captivated me. He kept listening intently to my yearning for Truth even after I was done speaking.  He had this super warm heart and deep voice so it felt like God was speaking every word through him.

Each of the answers he had to my questions was real, authentic, and always from his heart.  He knew without words how to show me exactly what we were all looking for.  He introduced me to the silence between the heartbeats where I found an Infinite Source of peace and love inside my soul.

“Listen to all, plucking a feather from every passing goose,
but follow no one absolutely.”  ~ Chinese proverb

My first out-of-body experience happened after picking coffee beans in Costa Rica one hot lazy afternoon.  During a typical nap on a very hard couch, I became so relaxed (and yet conscious enough) that I fell out of my body and INTO the couch!  I suddenly snapped back into my body thinking I couldn’t breathe inside the wood and springs which brought me to my first experiential realization that who I really was… not the mind and not this body.

After 3 months in Costa Rica, I came back home to Colorado and had the most amazing enlightening lucid dream. Carlos, myself and a crowd of people were all gathered around a being that I knew and could feel was Jesus.  The circles were 20 people deep around him, yet it did not matter how close you were, his sweet permeating love and exquisite peace were just as strong when you focused in his direction. 

It felt like every crack and crevice in my being was being filled with total unconditional acceptance and love.  In the few moments that I was with Jesus, I absorbed this Divine love that he has for everything and everyone. The warmth was sooooo penetrating and dissolving that I didn’t feel like there was anybody inside me to resist it. My ego had no choice but to receive this deep healing energy into my heart. When I returned to my body I was overflowing with these sensations upon awakening.

The Christ energy feels soooooo warm and powerful that you truly cannot resist it. The only thing you can do is melt into it. Melting into this sensation is what I integrated and surrendered to for the next 6 months. Life felt like my body was physically dissolving and transforming from experiencing this Divine Love and gentle tender heart-warming energy.  My feelings were being continuously bathed in a healing pool of energy this one encounter.  I realized this amazing unconditional love was in everything and in everyone, everywhere I went.  The unconditional loving feeling remains in my heart wherever I am to this day.

 

In 1993 I decided to move to Norway to be with the Norwegian girl I went to prom night with in High School.  She was the love of my life and within a few years, we decided to get married.  She was a great being to catalyze the profound spiritual changes that were about to manifest within me.  I remember my first Norwegian spiritual awakening began one cold Norwegian evening in September 1993.  We were out on the town (in Oslo) and I had met this random guy at a party who was super drunk.  He started talking to me about committing suicide that night because his girlfriend didn’t love him.

I could see through his game, illusions, and despair and felt this deeper yearning to be free. I decided to leave our group of friends and stay up with him till 5 a.m. trying to talk him into living. I had never done anything like this with anyone before in my life, yet I felt this VERY deep strong urge to save this man’s life.  After 4 hours of listening, he was tired of talking and said he wouldn’t kill himself that evening, so I went home to go to bed.  About 35 minutes later I was awakened by a telephone call from America.

The voice on the phone said, “Your father just committed suicide you must come home immediately.”  I was so shocked that it didn’t hit me until days later that my father was the man I was so desperately trying to save that same night, from the other side of the world.  For the next 17 months, I began the most intense soul-searching and self-inquiry in my entire life. I kept asking the questions, “Who am I? What is my highest purpose here? “What do I really want to do with the rest of my life?”

Each day became this forever questioning clueless path of fluctuating between frustration and the pitfalls of depression. I was doubting every decision I made about myself, shunned my closest friends’ advice, and rejected what everyone “knew” in the world.  I felt like I was a ship completely lost at sea.  I prayed that I would find my previous peaceful mindset that knew, “Life is an Infinite adventure merging with the Divine within.”  It is only now that I understand how feeling lost is the fuel for creating the greatest inward adventure there can be.

At 23 years old I was introduced to Siddha Yoga and the amazing force of energy in the body called the Kundalini. I began experimenting with focusing on the base of my spine for long periods, and great surges of tremendous energy and altered states of consciousness would explode through me.  I was amazed at the actual power hidden within each human body, I had to know more! The powers of the Yogis excited me.  I had to find out why Levitation was possible for the Yogi’s, and how the Kundalini instigated one’s spiritual awakening.

For the next 3 years learning how to levitate became my quest, passion, and reason for living life. I meditated daily, sometimes for hours at a time, trying to bring the mind into a one-pointed focus, a stillness of awareness that could remain fixed on one thing. I realized that our ability to hold the mind in one direction is what ultimately gives us power and freedom over the physical world.

I saw this as some spiritual Olympic training program that would empower me to fly. I was deeply inspired by a book called, How To Levitate which became my bible at the time. For many months I desperately tried to meditate and create enough vital energy (Chi) inside myself to lift my physical body an inch or two.   I knew it was possible because, within that same year, I was introduced to three people in three different countries who had actually Levitated.  Two of them could float 3 feet above the ground for several minutes when they were young, and the other still flies around like Superman to this day.  The more I realized how real this phenomenon was, the more my doubting skeptical scientific researcher inside began to relax and see that anything was truly possible.

What I didn’t know was that I was practicing ancient breathing techniques that moved the Kundalini energy up and down my spine.  The desire to awaken this flying power challenged everyone and brought soooo many questions into my consciousness.  It eventually led me to India where I got to meet a man named H.W.L. Poonja (or Papaji).  He never gave me the secrets to flying, yet pointed me towards something even more amazing than attaining supernatural powers.  Papaji directed me to go deeper inside my innermost being for the answers and discover the most direct path to Self-Realization.

I thought I was in charge of my mind (and my life) before I met Papaji. Now I understand that idea is yet another mind game and ego trip.  It was 7 days after my birthday in 1995, in Lucknow India, where my mind stretched beyond anything I could ever imagine or comprehend.  I had a spiritual awakening experience that transformed my life forever and brought about what enlightenedbeings.com is today. It happened one hazy morning in the Satsang Hall where Papaji was offering his talks to 200+ people.  He walked into the room and I took a picture of him without his permission.  He gave me a look that could kill a small animal!

This intense energy squeezed my heart until I thought it was going to pop and I would die.  I apologized immediately and as soon as he left the room, I stood up and this atomic bomb exploded throughout my entire mind, body, and being. The silence after this inner explosion stopped my mind from thinking that IT was in charge of thinking, doing, acting, talking, being, etc.  There was nothing and no one left.  Only a small witness of existence who was ONE with everyone and everything.

Thoughts still happened, yet “I” was no longer behind the steering wheel and they were not nearly as intriguing as this peaceful super quiet Presence inside.  From then on, everywhere I went in Lucknow was amazingly orgasmic.  Life was truly heaven on earth without being identified with this separate individual “me” but rather seeing I was unified with the one Universal Being.  I was in direct communication with the Divine, through everyone and everything.  This experience lasted for the next several weeks and became the first of many spiritually transforming experiences that have shape-shifted my life.

Life after Samadhi was like the most loving conscious healing acid trip you could ever imagine.  Everything I experienced was directly connected to the pure Infinite Source, untainted by the Ego’s agenda, or the mind’s filter of words and judgment.  Existence became crystal clear, and everyone I met was illuminated with this higher vibration and spiritual essence of God-like energy.

My entire life direction completely changed after this spiritual awakening as I discovered a level of inner peace, love, and freedom that was unending.  I no longer became trapped in the suffering that was created by the mind because I realized I was not the mind.  I am the pure awareness and light of unbounded eternal consciousness.  Yet, the mind and its past karmic patterns act much like a wild stubborn elephant who often tries to regain control.

So I realize even though I’ve only tasted Samadhi there is still MUCH more to understand, experience, learn, and integrate on a conscious and energetic level.  I have my entire life to master this mind and integrate this enlightening experience.  I returned to Norway where I was living at the time, and found myself constantly drawn back to the magical mystical land of India. So in December of 1995, I signed up for a meditation retreat with a group of 300 people in a little town called Bodhgaya. This is the town where Buddha attained Enlightenment under the enormous ancient Bodhi tree.

The energy in this place is totally amazing!  After 10 days of meditating (twice a day), I had my second Samadhi experience.  It was absolute indescribable bliss, 52 hours of pure conscious connection to The Cosmic Source and its Infinite Light energy, Love, and Universal Awareness.  This experience was much different than the one before, for I had no need or desire to eat, sleep, think, or drink anything for two and a half days!  Honestly, I didn’t even feel like I needed to breathe!  Every little thing was happening through me.

I had more physical energy and psychic knowledge of everything and everyone in existence than I ever imagined was humanly possible.  Every person I met was like an open book that I could read instantly in a few seconds from beginning to end!  Unknowingly, I had awakened a few Siddhi powers through these long deep meditations, and the physical world became a playground for effortless manifestation.

I remember testing out the limits of what was possible in this state of consciousness.  I was sitting on top of a vendor’s roof in town and “asking” one lonely cloud in the sky to form a donut around the sun.  In about 10 minutes, it became a perfectly round donut where the sun shined through the hole onto me and remained there for several minutes.  I also remember sitting at a restaurant and telepathically calling a lonely cow from a quarter of a mile away.

About 15 minutes later she was standing right in front of me, greeting me.  I remember just hanging out around the meditation tent and having the desire to know what my past lives were.  In a few minutes I experienced an intense flash of millions of years of lifetimes where my consciousness had participated in life in the form of a rock, plant, animal, human, etc).  Everything in the Universe was available, in the glimmer of an instant. I knew in detail what people were thinking before they would say anything.   I could feel a magical energy inside me and all around me everywhere I went.  Every moment of life in Samadhi is like the divine nectar of existence dripping onto your tongue.

You are always having a personal conversation with the Divine Universal Intelligence.  Constantly unraveling your ego, releasing the ideas of who you think you are, letting it all go, and bathing in the light of your true eternal essence. Even though these glimpses of supernatural power were utterly amazing, what intrigued me even more was the path of Enlightenment.  I realized that once you reach a certain level of spiritual evolution, you cannot go back.

You can try to play small and pretend you’re not the God Source, yet the Divine always invites you back in lovingly. It was during this 2nd trip to India that a very strong message came to me quite clearly saying I had the option of dedicating my life to freedom and further enlightenment.  I heard the name pronounced JAH-FREE, and the meaning behind it said, “You are God and God is pure unbounded freedom!”  I decided when I returned to Boulder, Colorado in 1997 I would legally change my name to “Jafree” to provide some devotional roots to this new awakening path.

NOTE: I want you to know that just because when I was 25 years old and I had a powerful supernatural spiritual awakening experience, this happening in no way dictates that “I am enlightened”. Just because someone has months of spiritually awakening life-transforming experiences does not mean they are fully “enlightened” and finished learning on this planet.

I believe that even the greatest enlightened masters who have walked this earth kept a hair-width of ego to give them some edge to push off of and grow from. It seems to me that this idea of doing all your healing work and ‘being done’ is a golden carrot that pulls many spiritual seekers to work even harder on getting rid of their egos and not loving what is here now.

I feel that if you’re still in this human form you’re not done, and if you’ve been blessed to have a spiritual awakening you’ve just begun.  I like to think of it as an initiation into the eternal “enlightening process” of dissolving the ego, which is simply experiencing everyday life in a constant state of love, lightness, and wonder.

Also, please know that my enlightenedbeings.com website is not about me and calling myself an “enlightened being”.  This site is about the enlightened beings of the world and is simply to bring attention to that enlightened state of being within yourself. I’m here to remind people to know that this potential exists within every human being on this planet.

We are here to constantly realize our true Self IS the God Self, and there is truly no separation.  It is the judgmental mind that creates all illusions and eventually suffering.  It takes an incredible amount of devotion to releasing the ego and the years of positive and negative beliefs it has to reach Samadhi and truly be at peace 24/7 within one’s deepest essence. 

There is always something more we can learn about love, relationships, sexuality, and connecting with others. It’s topics such as these that remind the greatest awakened saints that we are all beginners on our spiritual path. I have risen out of and fallen back into old unconscious unhealthy patterns dozens of times since my first awakening.  I realize this is part of the deep process of releasing our past karmic patterns and grounding this new enlightened state into the body.

The collective consciousness of everyday society often has difficulty accepting the enlightened path.  The ego loves thinking it’s in control and doesn’t ever want to lose power.  Yet, once you meditate enough and reach the higher states of consciousness, you realize you have access to an infinite source of love, energy, intelligence, and power.  You will see that you cannot get off this path once it’s been found.  There is simply nothing as amazing to compare.  I now understand that what each soul has come to earth to learn is so vast and unbelievable.

Sure, you may meditate until you’re blue in the face and can have many Samadhi experiences in this life, yet the great masters tell us one cannot be considered fully “Enlightened” until they’ve reached Nirvikalpa Samadhi which takes about 6 hours of pure undiluted consciousness in deep meditation (meaning no other thoughts are entering the mind). We were all born with the capacity for enlightenment.

We are here to explore this truly Infinite core of our Being that has such a profound sense of Oneness with everything and yet is also profoundly free from Everything.  We simply need to do the easiest thing possible.  Relax!  Rest deeply in what is beneath the mind, beyond the mind, and at the very core of our essence.  This effortless approach is the only way to fully uncover this awesome Divinity inside.  Enlightenment is the Mount Everest of human experiences and is only discovered on the path of meditation, surrender, and self-inquiry.

In the past, I’ve had many experiences with drugs, alcohol, and being deeply lost in attachment to money, sex, relationships, and possessions of the material world.  I know each addiction created this experience of falling back asleep so that I could later reawaken from the 3D dream.  At this point in my journey, it’s obvious that the more time I allow myself to be nothing, do nothing, and rest as the conscious witness of a deeply quiet mind, the more magical life becomes and unfolds effortlessly in the most synchronistic ways. 

For several months after India, I continued to communicate with the Universal Intelligence intimately. This time it was much more personal and revealing than before. It was speaking to me. Personal information about my life came through all kinds of different avenues like people, animals, clocks, and even radio advertisements. There was this sacred communion and connection with this Infinite consciousness and always present Intelligence everywhere I was. In the Spring of ’97, my marriage with my Norwegian wife Elisabeth had fallen apart. 

We divorced and I went through the 2nd greatest pain in my life.  I felt an extremely strong pull to leave Norway and move back to Boulder Colorado where I had received my B.A. in Psychology in 1992 at the University of Colorado in Boulder.  I decided to become a certified hypnotherapist with The Alchemy Institute.  This was where I met my next partner Margot Zaher.

We both had moved from Europe to Boulder that same summer and decided to go to the same hypnotherapy school, and live in the same apartment building in Boulder!  These 3 huge synchronicities made me realize we were meant to do something profound together.  You must realize that nothing…absolutely nothing is by chance, accident, or coincidence…ever! Every seemingly random person you meet, every thought you think, every advertisement you see, they are all ingredients for your spiritual awakening.

“Synchronicity is an ever-present reality for those who have eyes to see.” ~ Carl Jung

After several months of practicing hypnotherapy, I felt myself being drawn to work with my Osho Zen Tarot cards for a psychic hotline in Denver.  It was the funniest way to make money and was the most interesting job I’ve ever had. It forced me to expand my perception of reality and accept that the all-seeing clairvoyant world was real.

There I learned how to work with people over the phone as I gave readings to thousands of people from all around the USA. Margot and I soon discovered this was a very unusual enlightening relationship and decided to move in together.  About 5 years later we married and went into business together.  In 2004, we took a year to co-write The Manifesting Manual and created a way to teach people how to easily and effortlessly manifest their dream life.  I wrote 4 other books and recorded 50+ Manifesting Meditations to go with which became the birth of my Super Manifesting Program!

Within a few months, we started finding phenomenal results with people who would voluntarily tell us how they attracted miraculous manifestations such as a half million dollars with our program.  Since then I have received an email of deep gratitude and appreciation almost daily, and have 150+ Testimonials that people have manifested.  The people who manifested these amazing results devoted 90 days (or less) of their lives to following the manifesting secrets I discovered in India.  They discovered they could raise their “Manifesting Vibration” to the point where they were physically attracting whatever our hearts desired.

If this interests you, please make the time to Become a Super Manifestor! This enlightening 90-day Online Manifestation program creates tremendous results! Just by applying these powerful manifesting secrets, you’ll naturally start manifesting your desires with effortless ease. It is the natural law of the Universe, just simply follow my 8 Habits Manifesting Formula.

Yet, after you manifest everything you want, you’ll most likely reach the state that hit you. I realized there is something much more precious and important in life than acquiring things from the material world.  I wanted to help awaken the entire planet to this enlightening level of consciousness.   I wanted each human being to know how they could empower and enlighten themselves.  So I started to write enlightening email articles and offered them to everyone for free!  The outcome was incredible.

These daily Enlightened Messages gave birth to a whole new level of consciousness in the matrix. Every day,  I still receive some kind of email of gratitude about my weekly enlightening articles and free enlightening emails. I believe that when we are living from our highest vibration and consciousness, we naturally find our life’s true purpose and begin to effortlessly manifest the life of our dreams. When we leave it all up to a higher power to move through us, this is what the Samadhi Experience is all about!

This life is a spiritual exploration at the core of it all. It’s about fully revealing and enjoying who (or what) is creating every divine moment of this living existence.  We are each here to find that Source within us that constantly liberates us from all suffering and empowers us to manifest anything we desire. In my youth, I would have told you that we have absolute power to control our destiny and make life always turn out exactly the way we want it to.  As I mature, I’ve realized that this ideology isn’t the most desirable one to have.

There is something much bigger than our egoic desires that is creating our destiny.  We all live in a dualistic world that’s brimming with extremes of good/evil, right/wrong, happy/sad, fear/trust, night/day, man/woman, ego/God, the list goes on forever. In this search for freedom from the prison of the paradox, I always found that everything in the Universe has a polar opposite or complimentary position that allows for its existence.

 With this said the idea that we have “free will” must also imply that “pre-destination” must also exist as a complementary force to balance it out.  It has been one of my greatest life lessons to learn how to let go of manifesting what I desire and allow my life’s destiny to unfold as it needs to.

There is always something guiding us that is much deeper than what our conscious mind can grasp.  In the summer of 2007, this pre-destined moment in my life took a turn that I never would have guessed.  I was being pulled again to deepen my spiritual path and release my attachment to my ego. I met a new woman with a highly awakened kundalini who was deeply spiritually evolved. I realized that I had outgrown the business relationship that Margot and I had established and needed something more Tantric and spiritual.

It was the hardest decision of my entire life, and it took over a year to feel into it and decide. It was so painful losing all my friends, family, my dog which I adored deeply, and my 10-year relationship with Margot. Yet, my soul was pulling me toward this woman who I felt was my ‘twin flame’. We had a connection and aliveness that was beyond anything I had ever experienced in my life.

The shift was soooo significant that I decided to remove myself from the busy American lifestyle and move permanently to Hawaii with what I felt was my twin flame. So in 2007, Margot and I decided to go our separate ways. It was a beautiful loving divorce. We both cried when we signed the papers and our hearts melted into a pool of inner peace. I wouldn’t call any divorce a failure if love, honesty, awareness, and freedom were present throughout the entire relationship. This love, honesty, and radical transparency are why Margot and I are still good friends to this day.

My higher self was pulling me to the other side of the planet and I knew I had to go. I had to discover a new level of compassion and forgiveness for myself that I never knew was possible.  It was the most challenging decision I’d ever had to make in my life.

I felt for the first time that every major spiritual event we’ve signed up for is pre-destined to happen, and there is nothing we can do to change the course of the soul’s highest path and destiny. If there’s one thing I can share with you that I learned about relationships, it’s that love never ever dies. 

To this day Margot and I are still great friends who respect each other’s path and life mission. I discovered there IS such a great thing as an “enlightened divorce” where gentleness, kindness, and friendship always take the highest priority.  Sure, the victimized ego can always make up a story and cover it with judgment, fear, and the illusion of separation.

The truth is that the Source of Love that was shared is always there and needs to be respected.  After almost 4 years of paradise beaches in Kauai, it was evident that I received all the challenging lessons I needed from my ‘twin flame’ and I decided it was best to move on and leave this relationship. I was being pulled again by Spirit to travel further around the world. So I moved to Australia, Sweden, and then Bali. Over the next 10 years, I was truly a digital nomad just going where the flow wanted me to go. I felt my life began to take on the juicy flavor of what it would be like to be an international citizen living in a global community.

When I lived in Bali and learned as much as I could about Tantra there. I was being pushed to my limit to learn how to create a truly deep mature spiritual/sexual relationship. Practicing Tantra every day with different partners through the years, I slowly was able to see, feel, and reveal the karmic wounds inside me by relaxing into my darkness. This polyamorous practice in Bali helped me to root my soul in the deepest pain and find the highest levels of compassion and love. 

After 3 years in Bali, I was guided to a Tantric Community in Sweden for the summer. There is nothing that could have prepared me for the moment when I fell in love with the woman who would become my next partner. Hari Alexandra came into my life on the Summer Solstice of 2017, and since then we have been together. She is an amazing being, a beautiful goddess, who is firm in her path of Free-Birthing all children on this planet. In 2023 we gave birth to my first child and beloved daughter, Naia.

Hari taught me how to laugh at my deepest darkness while touching the core of my life’s pain and allowing the deeply sensitive vulnerable ‘real me’ to be felt by the world. This deep vulnerability opened up a deep tantric presence inside of me. I now see that this was the reason why my soul was being pulled to move to the other side of the world.

The moment our bodies touched I knew we were passionate lovers in past lives together. There was this great depth and natural spark of Tantric Magic in our connection. We were both devoted to awakening our Kundalini together through conscious Enlightened Sex. Since we met, the connection has always been spiritually sound, and supremely deep and it felt like we have a real spiritual mission being together. 

I feel that the heart is such an amazing spiritual guide, perhaps the only real guide. The heart summons the soul to relax, breathe deeper, and explore where we can be more compassionate and loving. It’s always communicating about how to trust, and how to be with each emotionally painful experience that arises.  

My heart has been broken open sooo many times in relationships with women I have loved so deeply that it now simply does not close. It remains open no matter what happens. I’ve found that when you fully open yourself up to God through your partner, the Kundalini Awakening energy can ignite a “Heart Orgasm” which has become the most amazing experience of my life.

These tantric experiences have inspired me to bring my male/female energies together to blend the worlds of tantra, manifesting, spirituality, and enlightenment and create a Tantric Connection. Here people can experience a safe container to open up and heal their sexuality, and discover an enlightened path to merge with the Divine within our heart and spirit. Through these deeply intimate healing experiences, I am discovering the world in a whole new light. One that requires that I listen to and feel the heart of God on a much deeper level.

It seems no matter what we do, life continues to evolve. My tantric connection with life itself seems to be the most powerful, heart-opening, sensually healing path I’ve discovered to deepen my spiritual connection and how to be with all the pain and addictions that I have experienced throughout my life. All the loss, the feelings of isolation, separation, and loneliness all become the compost to force the soul to grow fully through Tantra.

The appearance of love leaving me has created such a deep yearning to go deeper with God. When the whole emotional body, sensuality, sexuality, and heart are involved in this moment of life, there is nothing left but reverence. It is this pain inside us that makes the love that we are here to feel so powerful.

When pain is included, it gives an entirely new definition to the meaning of ‘ecstasy’.  It becomes a deep feeling that is rooted in God, in our soul, and in the Universe.  Every day I suffer because I am so very human. I try to live each day in continual gratitude and reverence for everything in this life because I know it is all sooooo very temporary. I am always listening to my Spirit Guide.

Asking for help as often as I can remember to ask. And this great spiritual guidance inside us is never ever wrong. It will tell you when it’s time to do something or nothing. Once you know how to listen to it and not your mind, you will know when you must take action. I continue to make this choice to trust in this quiet calming voice inside and explore this amazing tantric connection with life that we are all here to experience.

Deep down my soul knows that everything is pre-destined because every atom in this Universe is guided by Divine Intelligence. There is a conscious intelligence behind everything, thought, action, feeling, and breath. Life knows exactly what it came here to do, and we are given the choice to experience whatever desires we have in this world. We can choose the higher path of love and freedom or not. The Universe will always love and support us afterward.

The opportunity to step into a real spiritual awakening is always here. We can either follow our heart and its inner calling to live in peace, abundance, and love… or buy into the ego’s fear-based illusions of separation, striving for more money, power, and status. I feel this is our collective life mission, to remember the infinite spiritual beings we truly are. A person who realizes they are infinite, eternal, and cannot die, also understands there is no right or wrong path anyone can take.

It just might take a bit longer to arrive at the more ego distractions, unconscious addictions, and desirous human detours we habitually entertain. The choice is an obvious one, and an easy decision to make when you realize how beautifully healing and liberating a spiritual awakening actually is. The choice of opening the heart to unconditional love is an endless decision and is one worth choosing over again and again.

I hope that you decide to open up yourself to feel the pain you are carrying inside you, to mulch the compost inside for your spiritual seed to sprout. There is something that we are here to learn from every human being, website, Facebook page, and email we receive. Nothing is by accident or coincidence in this world. We are all connected to and weaved together into something much bigger and deeper than what our minds can fathom.

For more in-depth personal details about my life, check out the Life of Jafree. There are also 100+ enlightening videos on my YouTube Channel, and you can check out my Radio Interviews where we discuss the Secrets to 5D Consciousness, the steps to Enlightenment, and the Secrets of Manifesting!

If you have a spiritual question or personal inquiry that you would like guidance on, you may Submit a Question on my forum which I will personally answer.  Perhaps the best news I can give you right now, is that no matter what your mind may say, there is nothing wrong with you. The soul does not make mistakes and your life is perfectly on track. You are perfect, whole, and Divine at the very core! Maybe this is the greatest news of all.

Since 2020, the Great Apocalypse on our planet was initiated
and is forcing everyone into a Spiritual Awakening

There is a wave of enlightenment already in progress as millions of people are spiritually awakening to the truth of who they are. The world is waiting for you to join in and realize that you are this God-Source, and it is everywhere around you and within you.

If you are curious, start practicing being very quiet, still, and resting deeply in your innermost being. Get to know The feeling of resting in your heart until your whole body relaxes into it. It may take you several weeks before you feel anything truly divine is inside you. Yet pure Divinity is not excluded from anyone or any atom in the Universe. Can you feel it?  Can you sense it?

When you surrender to the Truth of who/what you are, you’ll awaken the 100% realization that you are a soul who will never die. Realize that within your innermost core is an eternal being who is infinitely connected to the Source of Divine Intelligence, unconditional love, magical manifesting power, and unlimited creative energy. This is what a real spiritual awakening is all about! You are no longer FEEL separate from the infinitely powerful spiritual being you already are on ANY level.

I trust that you received something valuable from absorbing this lengthy page or you probably wouldn’t have come this far. Thank you for exploring what I have here to share. My desire for you is that you find a way to let go of who you believe you are and expand your present-day understanding of your higher Self. Do everything you can to surrender to God and start being deeply inspired to live this life to your fullest.

If you would like my support in this spiritual awakening adventure, I am also offering personal coaching sessions. You can receive my support over video conference to access this enlightening information and I have access to the Akashic Records to assist you in unraveling any blocks stopping you inside. My Manifesting Sessions are powerful and transformative. It is an outrageous experience of increasing your manifesting abilities and tuning into the divinity inside of you. 

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Sending you all my light, love, and deepest blessings!

Personal Manifesting Coach Jafree Ozwald!

Manifest Your Heart's Desires with this 90 Day Manifesting Program“There are no accidents or coincidences in this world. Nothing is by chance. Everything you experience is a direct manifestation of where you have focused your attention and held your vibration.” ~Jafree Ozwald